DIARY

[8/16/26] wow

[6/27/26] very inactive this week I have gone a long time without sleep and ive mostly been hanging out doing stuff etc

[6/24/26] In and out of sleep

[6/23/26] random drawings ill post to gallery sooner or later

[6/19/26] saw the chainsawman trailer...

[6/17/26] The song itself doesnt make sense for them and I just found this line specifically plus I found it funny (This is not really a ship post)

[6/15/26] Everyday I think of something new to say/I had something really important to say and I went all the way here just to forget what it was

[6/14/26] Today is Nathan day and no its not valentines day although its the 14th but its not feburary whatever anyway my kickass comic hyperfixation came back so I drew nathan as kickass in the random gallery page PS: the caption SAM made for this image is "guess you could say that was a bad valenTIME! HAHA! ha. no? kill myself? okay."

LINK TO RANDOM PAGE:

HERE

[6/12/26]

[6/12/26] Got a drawing tablet im so happy

[6/10/26] RANDOM THOUGHTS: 1. I feel like nowdays im the opposite of yume. She is a vivid sleeper and I cant even sleep at all. 2. I nicked my mouth and it hurts a lot. 3. I realized I get scolded for drinking coffee at 11pm everyday by the same person. 4. I dont even know what the word "nicked" meanings im just guessing.

[6/9/26] made this amazing painting but someone asked me an unhinged question all the sudden I messed up the whole painting

[6/8/26] halfway through chapter one but still no cover ahhhhahhh (update I lied when I said halfway but now I mean it)

[6/7/26] I have an idea

[6/6/26] the day The Virgin Suicides became free on youtube was a day part of me died

[6/1/26] Last diary thing for a while

[5/31/26] SAM STOP SINGING THE SAME FREAKING SONG

[5/31/26]

[5/31/26] Went to taco bell at 12 am saw some old trader joe workers eyeing and talking with young girls and it made me lose my appetite

[5/30/26] I make fake names for people im "friends" with because I know I wouldn't want to be friends with them later

[5/29/26] guys I got a new mic and im annoying the shit out of SAM singing the metal gear song hehe I think he enjoys it

[5/28/26] TOO LAZY WCBHJ@XUKbhwXEBHLcdbjdcw keyboard smash

[5/28/26] So im not going out...not until saturday or sunday but ive been working on the chapters and stuff nothing really is hitting me and ive already done two drafts.

[5/27/26] I went out with friends but got invited to go to the city with a couple of new people. I feel like going but I also feel like not going but if I don't go I feel like im missing out from meeting new people.

[5/27/26] No sleep part 2 made this at 3am

man what the hellllll - dasha

[5/26/26] Body shutting down no sleep

[5/26/26] Kind of diappointed, feels like giving people I know the chance to know about me isn't such a great idea...so im not doing it, sorry NOT sorry. Would you rather have a rooster with no windpipe or a horse with no legs?

[5/19/26] Two years from now ill get better

[5/19/26] Today I was pacing around my room with the terrible heat, I paced back and fourth, collapsed on the floor and then felt some kind of incoming doom.

[5/18/26] Wednesday is coming

[5/17/26] Feels like no progress has been made/Im the funniest person on earth

[5/16/26] "kitty reminds me of you" krmoy

[5/15/26] This was on the 14th but I was too tired to write anything. I went swimming, it was weird because my college friends couldn't stop touching me and my waist while I was in the pool. But I would like to say more importantly, I saw somebody naked today for the first time in a year. It felt relieving in a way since we are both girls. But then I thought about it when we went in the sauna, and it killed me. It killed me knowing that she had an awkward feeling about her being naked in front of me. But that's the day, and I had fun.

[5/13/26] 12:00 am and I already feel like writing again here. I don't know how to start school again, its been hard. I'm not the best at school. I hope life gives me a pass.

[5/12/26] Back to sqaure one

[5/12/26] Health is starting to deteriorate but I want to continue adding things to the site because it makes me feel like I have something to do other than just do nothing all day. I hope one day i'll be satisfied with everything done here. If not, SAM can take over hahaha.

[5/11/26] I keep making dasha posts and hiding it around the site (if you found them good for you) but whenever I try to be productive and make something for the site which i still somehow do...I get side tracked and continue making dasha posts. sorry!

[5/10/26] Happy mothers day! I've lost motivation for school completely, I have a test on Monday and won't even bother studying, sorry not sorry.

[5/9/26] Went to a concert yesterday; It very fun. I got merch from the band but I dont have space in my room to place it, still keeping it though.

[5/7/26] Today I was out with my friends. I didn't have too much fun. I don't really connect with people easily, but I'm working on that

[5/5/26] Site is up! I hope my friends like this. I want to use this as a way of expressing myself. I believe this will help me a lot